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May 16th, 2007

04:40 am - I'm tired of this....literally... Well here it is, 4:40am, and I'm still awake. For the past two weeks my seizures have been keeping me awake all night long. I usually don't end up going to bed until about 6am. It's just not right. I mean, I have a life during the day where I have to be able to function properly, however, I can't because of these stupid things. It sucks, and they're becoming a major pain in my ass. Hopefully my doctor will be able to figure it out...and I hope he figures it out SOON! I'm in desperate need of some help with these things. Oy! =( -The Warbler Current Mood: tired

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May 13th, 2007

09:26 pm Well, I ended up going to the ER last night three times for seizures. They just wouldn't go away. The first time I went in they just took my blood and gave me a double dose of my meds. The second time I went they decided to give me Valium and sent me home. Well, that didn't work, so I was on my way back to the hospital. When I went back the final time they decided to call my neurologist and he told them to give me some Adiran, which is what I needed in the first place. So they gave me that and I went home and was FINALLY able to go to sleep in peace. Who would have though I would be loaded up with two narcotics in one night, lol. -The Warbler Current Mood: exhausted

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02:36 am - This sucks! Well, I have gone almost two days without sleep all because of seizures. This really sucks. I'm soooo tired, but I can't go to sleep or else I'll start having some serious problems with my seizures, It's not cool. Whenever I try to sleep I'll hav them. Today I ended up going to the ER for them, but of course that did nothing. I really need to find something that's gonna help me in the long run, and stop me from having seizures at night while sleeping. It sucks. Even as I write this I'm dying for some sleep. Oh my goodness! -The Warbler Current Mood: tired

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May 9th, 2007

02:49 pm - Why can't I just have a normal life? It sucks. In the end I always end up screwing something up. My life is totally fubar. I'm stuck in DBCC and haven't accomplished anything yet. Publix hates me. My doctors can't seem to figure out the cause of my seizures yet, and it's been 15 years since they started. I can't sleep anymore because of them. I'm soooo depressed, and I've been this way ever since I graduated. Once I graduated, everything started rolling down-hill. I think I'm almost to the point where I feel like giving up on everything. (sigh) If only there were a direct cure for seizures, maybe that would take alot of the burden off of me. Time can only tell... -The Warbler Current Mood: depressed

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May 8th, 2007

02:44 pm So last night was the DBCC graduation. Just being in the Ocean Centre brought back too many memories. Some of band, and some of my high school graduation. I almost cried. I really didn't want to be there. Mostly because the Deland High band final concert was also last night and I really wanted to go to that because I haven't been to any of their concerts at all this year. It's like after marching season I just disappeared. Of course that was because I had started working at Publix. Anyways, last night as I was driving to the Ocean Centre I almost got into a huge car crash. I was driving along towards an intersection and I thought the light was green. Well I then noticed that the cars going in the other direction were moving and I thought to myself "Hmm...how is this possible, my light is green, shouldn't theirs be red?" Then I looked up at mine right as I was at the stop bar and noticed it was red, so I slammed on my brakes and went skidding out into an intersection of moving cars. Luckily nothing bad happened to anyone, and luckily there weren't any police around. The Daytona police are vicious...so I've heard. I think the reason that happened was because the night before, I had to stay up all night for a test I was having done for my seizures the next morning. I had to do a sleep deprived EEG. It wasn't very fun. Anyways, that's all for now. -The Warbler Current Mood: tired Current Music: Sweet Sacrifice // Evanescence

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May 6th, 2007

04:35 pm - Wow...it's been a while! So yea...it's been quite a while since I have even looked at this thing. Almost a year now. Well here's what has happened over the past year that I haven't been on: -Hunter and I broke up (however I now have an awesome boyfriend who wants to marry me someday) -I finally got a job...where you might ask...Publix -I go to DBCC where I am majoring in music -Even though this all sounds nice, my life still sucks Well, in August I was kicked out of my house and forced to live by myself in an apartment. Definitely wasn't ready for that. I then started going to a school I never wanted to go to, and have to deal with all these ridiculous classes where I already know everything in the class and are tutoring everyone in there. It's sad and annoying. I miss my high school band to death and wish I could go back only for that reason. Publix hates me and I feel very unappreciated there. Whenever I do an awesome job they never notice...they only notice whenever I screw up. It's crap. (sigh) Hopefully my life will soon get better. -The Warbler Current Mood: blah Current Music: Nemo // Nightwish

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June 7th, 2006

11:14 pm YAY!!! My car lives!! I finally got it back today, and it costed me like $260 for repairs. *sigh* I'm sick of my car...it's so old, lol. Poor thing... -The Warbler Current Mood: silly Current Music: Hanging by a Moment // Lifehouse

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June 6th, 2006

01:25 pm - I remember this thing! So yea...wow! Haven't updated this thing in almost a month! I've been so addicted to Myspace, but who isn't, lol. My goodness time flies. So yea...just hangin around...mostly trying to find a job (no one wants me *tear*) lol. Oh and my car finally died last night. It's literally braindead...but we're working on fixing it, again. So far I've spent almost $1,050 on that thing in maintanence and repairs. It's horrible...it keeps breaking down, but whatever. Hmm...can't think of anything else interesting to post, so until next time. Adios! <3 Hunter -The Warbler Current Mood: bored Current Music: Stayin' Alive // The Bee Gees

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April 19th, 2006

10:28 pm Well it's been a few days and so I decided that it was about time to update this thing again. So here it is in bullet form: -My birthday was Monday...whoohoo, I'm now 18!! =D -I received a lap-top for my birthday...yet again, whoohoo! -It's been a little over a week and Hunter and I are still together, yay! -Went to Olive Garden, received a, what I thought to be, pretty good sized mini cake....and was sung to by the waiters/waitresses Umm....yea...that's pretty much some exciting things that happened. Mostly it was birthday stuff, but whatever. Since I didn't really get to have a party or anything for my birthday, we're having one this weekend at Gemini Springs...that should be fun. Yea... -The Warbler Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Black Horse Troop March

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April 12th, 2006

03:51 pm - Guess what?!! MR. LEARY IS BACK!!!!!!! =D Yea, today when we walked into the portable we weren't really expecting to see him, and when we all walked in, like half the class gave him a hug, lol. It was awesome! He told us that NONE of the rumors were true. The reason he left was due to a family emergency....which I guess because of it he wasn't expected to come back. The whole "administration taking his computer thing" was done by his request because he didn't want it to get stolen. All I know is that our class is really happy to see him again instead of a sub...or the teacher we were originally supposed to have in his place. lol. Yay! -The Warbler Current Mood: happy

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